What kind of Sec.school life ending i want?

While I'm man who don't like long holidays.Maybe this is because of i don't plan my time well or I just don't like to follow the plan.
This December is a bit extra long to me that there'is too much time for me to play-wasting time.
As the new school year in JC become closer i'm a little nervous.I've got too much negative information about it-"That two years are the hardest period of my life','my nee slep 3 hours a day when he was in JC','i think poly is a better place for you'." Such and such words were circling in my mind everyday.

I still have my confidence

to finish my 2-year Jc life well,having a Good A level results,

but it's not that strong.

Okay ,forget it.


I bought new desktop with the salary i made from being a hotel waiter.
However ,now i prefer to save the money to pay my Jc's school fees as i heard that there is no more $155.The normal colleges are required about $400+ per month.
Wow, it will be $4600 per year plus $1000 to the MOE. God dame#,about 6000dallars. 30k if transfer into RMB.
I must prepare myself well for these huge cash perchases.

I don't know why, i only made a few calls with my classmates during the holidays.I do not know about other people,but i feel that i probablely wont see most of them again. Such a...I mean my heart hurts a lot.